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hmm not now... some other time maybe.
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[06 Aug 2005|02:08am] |
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One always has to know when a stage comes to an end.
If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through. Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters – whatever name we give it, what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished.
Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship come to an end? Did you leave your parents’ house? Gone to live abroad? Has a long-lasting friendship ended all of a sudden?
You can spend a long time wondering why this has happened. You can tell yourself you won’t take another step until you find out why certain things that were so important and so solid in your life have turned into dust, just like that.
But such an attitude will be awfully stressing for everyone involved: your parents, your husband or wife, your friends, your children, your sister, everyone will be finishing chapters, turning over new leaves, getting on with life, and they will all feel bad seeing you at a standstill.
None of us can be in the present and the past at the same time, not even when we try to understand the things that happen to us. What has passed will not return: we cannot for ever be children, late adolescents, sons that feel guilt or rancor towards our parents, lovers who day and night relive an affair with someone who has gone away and has not the least intention of coming back.
Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away.
That is why it is so important (however painful it may be!) to destroy souvenirs, move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the books you have at home. Everything in this visible world is a manifestation of the invisible world, of what is going on in our hearts – and getting rid of certain memories also means making some room for other memories to take their place.
Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them. Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do not expect anything in return, do not expect your efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood. Stop turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again, the one that shows how much you suffered from a certain loss: that is only poisoning you, nothing else.
Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off, work that is promised but there is no starting date, decisions that are always put off waiting for the “ideal moment.” Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished: tell yourself that what has passed will never come back. Remember that there was a time when you could live without that thing or that person – nothing is irreplaceable, a habit is not a need. This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important.
Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance, but simply because that no longer fits your life. Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust.
Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.
by: Paulo Coelho
Source: Warrior of the Light
Wandering Panda! TY! TY!
para sa mga may separation anxieties jan~
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[18 Feb 2005|04:09am] |
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 <- This is me today. (Thurs. Feb 17)
1. Passed by an old man with a mini radio at max volume against his left ear. He was smiling contently.
2. Miracle afternoon jeepny ride. It was quite comfy despite the afternoon heat wave. Passengers looked happy and worry free. Get this...No yes FM nor Love radio station and all that quacking. John Mayer, Dave Mathews, a song by Switchfoot "let that be enough".. (asteg no?) I forced myself to get down at my stop.
3. Met TK friends
4. I "Fair-ed" today. so worth it. Kitchie, Session Road, Spong Cola, Sugarfree. Plus "Chubibo of Death" ride.
5. so many potentials and "pwede!" around!!! *drool* =)
6. Played Go.
7. Got away from BossKal.
8. My Mom loves me
9. Nice Kebabs
10. will Fair again tomorrow. Must conquer The Octopus
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[28 Jan 2005|02:06am] |
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Your Element Is Air |
You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.
Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.
You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!
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yes. my element it is.
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[22 Jan 2005|02:35am] |
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" I am a could of sky, I am a water, I cross the coulds and arrive you beside, Cold feeling for you."
hehe Korean enjoy happiness!
" I know how you feel so much. I'll hug you now if im there. But I will respect your decision, although know that I will cry tonight. Believe me. All I can do now is to pray for you every single moment you come to my mind and heart and ask God to guide you in every possible way He can. damnit Greg! I'll miss you so much... =( "
- found at the back of a chair inside a "Crossing ibabaw" bus. How sad the chair...
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[21 Jan 2005|02:09am] |
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You're Shigure - the dog!
Which Fruits Basket Character Are You?
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Yes it be me. ahahaha.
high school girls. high school girls. *drool*
about the gym GC. my boss and i opted to change it na lang to AVIA GC's. shopping na lang kami ng shoes kasi feeling ko na hindi rin ako makakapagym maski anong gawin ko. any I'm off to shop ahahaha
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[20 Jan 2005|03:25am] |
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recipe for a sad night:
INgredients:
1 med sized steamed sweet kamote, slightly hot, unpeeled.
1 peppermint tea bag
2cups hot hot water. (boiling is recommended)
brown sugar
"2046" by Wong Kar Wai
Instructions:
Put pirated "2046" dvd into player. Set aside while player loads disc. Prepare cup for tea. Pour hot hot water into cup then dip teabag into cup with hot hot water or viceversa. Use spoon if teabag floats on hot hot water. MENU screen must have been up by now on TV. press "Play Movie". adjust audio to preferred option. adjust subtitles if needed. While credits play, take out tea bag and put desired amount of suagr into your cup of tea. Music starts by now. As story unfolds, strategically peel skin of sweet kamote while reading subtitles of the narration. Take a bite, sip tea, do not remove gaze from TV screen.
repeat everything just in case.
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GRAVITY
hey love
is that the name you're meant to have
for me to call
look love
they've given up believing
they've turned aside our stories of the gentle fall
but don't you believe them
don't you drink their poison too
these are the scars that words have carved
on me
hey love
that's the name we've long held back
from the core of truth
so don't turn away now
I am turning in revolution
these are the scars that silence carved
on me
this is the same place
no not the same place
this is the same place, love
no not the same place we've been before
hey love
I am a constant satellite
of your blazing sun
my love
I obey your law of gravity
this is the fate you've carved on me
Vienna Teng
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[18 Jan 2005|02:03am] |
GREY TEST
http://www.psycorr.com/Psich/greyE.htm
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"Grey" colors assessment points to issues involving your state at this moment in this circumstances.
Regress + compulsion + overirritation .You are irritated by intolerable relationships and by the unfair demands made on you by a partner and your social circumstances. You desire security and the satisfaction of your needs by those around you. You try to escape unsatisfactory emotional relationships through the satisfaction of your physical needs.
oh yes. somebody better stop demanding or meet destruction.
Yellow Test
http://www.psycorr.com/Psich/yellowE.htm
Your choice is:
0312
"Yellow colors" assessment points to expects and attitudes to social surroundings.
You feel offended by a misunderstanding. You consider this misunderstanding to be a heartless refusal for a close relationship, as an offense and as a violation of your trust in the interests of other people. Therefore, you keep your distance in your relationships and strain to protect your self-esteem. You protect yourself from critics and vigorously strive to prevent all external threats or attacks.
critics, beware.
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[14 Jan 2005|12:52am] |
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Why just now? Why?
I am now editing a bodybuilding competition created by a famous gym branch here in the Philippines and I'm telling you. The contestants? they're all
skin, bones and lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa steroids.
anyway, enough of monsters.
As I've said I'm making miracles editing their crappy low budget coverage which will be aired (good lord) on IBC 13.
Part of my TF (talent fee) would be a 1 year gift certificate which will provide me access to use the gym. kinda happy 'bout it, but why just now when I was pushing myself to workout and make some muscles 2 months ago?
One thing's for sure: 'am not gonna waste the opportunity.
WORLD!!!
PREPARE FOR!
REDTEMPLAR MUSCLE MAN!!
coming soon to your local theaters.
anyone wanna join me? hehe. Ooh one more good thing 'bout the certificate, if I wouldn't be able to go to the gym I could lend it to somebody else.
play song please
"Let's get physical, physical. I wanna get physicaahaaal!"
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[12 Jan 2005|02:47am] |
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Goodbye worm*.
Many thanks to all who helped eliminate worm.
Redtemplar is now happy =). so is PC. =)
*see post LXVI on motime
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[06 Jan 2005|05:22am] |
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this place needs cleaning and re-doing some stuffs.
but seim is too lazy for that right now.
for updates poke redtemplar =)
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[29 Feb 2004|11:08am] |
i don't know why but I'm starting to like journals-- that is online journals. hmm I need to do something productive. maybe.
but then heck where am I going?
sheesh
duh
okay
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 A formidable creature half lion and half eagle, the griffin is said to be one thousand times stronger than any lion and five thousand times as farsighted as an eagle. Humans find themselves unable to lie while in a Griffin's presence. The griffin is also said to be fierce and untamed. It was a protector against evil and people often wore talismans of a griffin's claw to protect them from demons. Griffins were often used as transport for the gods. They were also reputed to swoop down from the mountains on occasion and pick up goats and small horses and bring them back to their nests for their young.
What mythical beast best represents you?Take the quiz!
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 You are the most universal mythical beast ever. Sightings of the unicorn have been reported from all over the world, even in these modern times. Unicorns are pure and incurruptible. In China, unicorns symbolised gentleness, good will, and wisdom. Christianity links the unicorn with Christ. It is said that unicorns would only allow virgin girls to see them, let alone touch them. They were easily lured into fatal ambushes by a virgin with some potchers waiting for the unicorn in nearby bushes. A unicorn's horn was a highly prised possesion, which was reputed to have great healing capabilities. With the touch of its horn, a unicorn could bring back a person who had been dead for several hours. But when disattached from the unicorn's body, the magic was suggnificantly reduced and could only protect against poison. The unicorn had the body of a horse, a unique spirling horn, and a lion's tail. They were pure white in c
olor. Congradulations, you are a rarity amoung mythical beasts. There aren't enough of people like you in the world.
What mythical beast best represents you? Take the quiz!
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How nice, you're the gentle kirin. Originally from
China, you made your way to japan and brought
your nobility and purity with you. You are very
sentimental and care about other beings, you
are the familiar of the goddess Kannon, also
known as Kwan Yin or Tara. The goddess of
mercy. You represent everything just and pure.
You should be proud! Kirin is the oriental
species of unicorn.
What Japanese Creature are you?
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[24 Dec 2002|01:37pm] |
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uhmmm...kimi may problema sa color scheme ng lj ko.
hindi ko makita yung mga words sa taas ng boxes. black kasi background and black din yung text. yung bang friends and stuff thingy. uhm.. im helpless... help... ^_^'''
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i can't think of anything to say actually. its been 3 weeks since i opened my lj. frankly i hate openinbg my lj in coputer rentals. i hate the way people look at what youre typing and why don't they just mind their own GoDDAM business!!!!!!!!
well, what am i to complain about since this is a public place but hell !!!! whay khent theeeyyyy just loooook onto tyheir own monitors!!!!!!
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yey nagupdate din ako ng lj ko
ah!ah!ah!
wala lang ang sayasaya ko lang dahil may naiisip na rin ako para sa proposal ko!
yey talaga!
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